Ufda! I have not had much time to post lately due to a hectic schedule! It seems as though our little Fjerky fam has been running around endlessly for the last month or so, but we have so much to be thankful for! The things that have been filling our lives are blessings - each and every one of them. Therefore, as we ride this busy season through, we just take a deep breath and do the next thing - whatever that may be!
I believe that I am truly cultivating the art of multi-tasking as our schedule fills in each week. For example, last week I had a midterm and was having a hard time sitting down and studying for it. It seemed as though when I would get a moment during Finn's naps where I wasn't working or catching up on something, I could not find the motivation to study as I waited for him to wake up. So instead I made flash cards and would quiz myself on them while I did other things. Waiting for my computer to restart? Study! Nursing Finn? Study! Driving across town? Study! (carefully, of course).
With Matt working a full time job and being the interim worship leader at our church, it definitely feels as though we see him less, which has been an adjustment. It is a very worthy adjustment to make however, in order to see him ministering in what he is passionate about. His joy and energy when he sings and leads people in worship is inspiring to me. Yesterday in church, I caught myself just smiling like a fool because I was just so happy for him (his joy was evident) and also so very proud of him. I am very fortunate to be his wife!
With all the crazinesses, I have found myself juggling to find a balance between it all. There is this truly cheesy Amy Grant song called "Hats" which talks about all the different (drumroll, please........) hats that she wears. I would post it here but I really don't want to because it is really that bad ("hats!").
I am balancing between trying to be: supportive, loving wife; teaching, loving mother; part-time employee and trainer; studious, invested graduate student; not to mention friend, daughter, sister, small group member, human video director, and loyal church attendee!
Like I said, blessed.
The moments that I feel overwhelmed are wonderful opportunities to take a deep breath and give thanks.
And then?
Just do the next thing.
Okay.....I couldn't resist! Partake in this ear candy!
OH as soon as you mentioned that song I thought "hats!" so long ago such good times. Kudos for that song even crossing your mind. AND for learning multi-tasking 24/7 :) keep your soul still while moving at superman speed!
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